So far today I have eaten 2 slices of toast, a bowl of cornflakes, a caramel egg and half a sandwich and it’s only ten o clock. Yesterday, I pretty much consumed about 5000 calories and I still went to bed hungry. I can’t stop eating and by the time Hubby comes home on Friday I am going to be the size of a house and he will probably running screaming back to where he came from.
Feeling guilty about being such a little piggie yesterday I made the rash decision to start running again and texted Sian and Mel so that they would come with me and motivate me. Big mistake because I really can’t be bothered and now they are all up for it and I don’t want to go which really isn’t good because it was my stupid idea in the first place.
I used to be such a gym bunny and last summer I had killer abs. You can still kind of see them, just, they are there somewhere it’s just that I’m in comfort mode right now and the mere thought of exercise gives me palpitations. I mean I have been doing Pilates and stuff but I don’t suppose once a fortnight or whenever I can be bothered is doing much good really and you know, summers coming so maybe if I start thinking about it now I will managed to drag my sorry ass of the sofa by the time June comes.
I will get fit and I will stop eating rubbish and I will start running and go back to the gym.
I will, I will, I WILL!!!!!!!
2006-01-24 @ 17:52